may 11: seeming

Seeming like today. Seeming like time—seam of time. Seeming like fracture, then seeming whole.

I will show you my seemingness, the way I seem is not the way I am. Seeming purple, seeming like discoloration, undone seam, seeming undone, seeming the undoing of fracture. Being seems to be undone.

Seeming water, whole sea of seemingness, whole wave, wholeness of being, seemed to be, seeming like being, how unseemly of you to be so, the seams of my being, the seemingness of my being yours, you seem mine.

Not the way it seems. But some other way. Seeming to be that way. What does being seem to be? What seems to be he case? I do not seem to be whole. There’s a hole at the seam of my being. The case seems to be. Fracturing seems not. Being seams, the seams were being, then seeming.